Sandblasted

How do you spell out the seclusion?
I'm trying to hold the camera steady
Is this better or worse?
Is this better or unstoppable?

The hydrogen bombs explode
with regard to their conception
Journey to be; discovery;
self-enlightenment

Torn apart, sandblasted
Isolate your specimen
You figured you'd have the upper hand
Picking away piece by piece

In the past you've done it well
The calculated risks
are risks, nevertheless;
I was your last chance at this.